The more things change the more they stay the same. 

I've never had a better job.

Every day in every way things are getting better and better. 

Why are men more violent in their suicide. 

Unsex me here and take my blood for gal

Good memories have a way of haunting too.

I was in a good mood and now all of a sudden, it's all gone.

I think it's because I thought of you. 

And all the ways everyone else is not you.

I am difficult to digest.

Difficult to be around.

Difficult to befriend. 

Difficult to care about. 

Difficult to love.

Problematic.

Anti-climactic.

Kindness from strangers makes me feel guilty.  I don't deserve anything good.

But today I just need to get through today.