I am a terrible person. I am having a thought that I am a terrible person. Because I am. And killing myself won't make anything better. Will not stop me from being a terrible person. Will leave me in this permanent place forever. How do you help someone when being around them makes you remember how much you want to die. I should have never been born in the first place. All I do is take and burn and destroy. I don't deserve any good things ever. I don't deserve anything but this pain.