One day when I am strong enough I will watch the show about the girl who kills herself slowly with one addiction or another.
One day when I am strong enough I will read the book about the girl who didn't speak for a year because she didn't know if she could stop the words that wanted to come out.
Today i choose not to fall back in time. I choose to not have nightmares. I choose to remember I have a voice. These works of art were created for people like me, and still they are to painful to walk through. There's too much history here. I'll go back to writing diaries. It'll feel just like old times.
