I started taking medication. It's been a couple weeks. It feels lighter. Everything is lighter. I'm putting a puzzle together. that's not a metaphor, it's 1500 pieces and I've had it for years and I'm finally putting it together. I can barely hear her. I don't know what will happen moving forward. I don't know how long this will last. Medication is supposed to take a few weeks to kick in, so this is probably placebo.

There are still things here, they just all feel so much lighter.