I've laid in bed all night and haven't been able to sleep.

I want to erase you from my life because I've never mattered in yours.

I'm doing such a good job of trying to erase everyone from my life.

Weak attempts at connection trail off. There's nothing here to stay for.

I'm trying to be someone who doesn't need. I'm trying to be someone I need.

I missed therapy. 

Depressive episode continues.  But milder than normal.  Medication helps.

I think. 

I have to remember to write when I cry. It helps.  I can sleep now.